ugh.

I swear its baby making season. Everyone is preggers. Or getting married. Or falling in love.

While I sit at home blocking out the world. I'm not sure if its the pain of my past or the fear of my future that's holding me back- but there's certainly a feeling of being tied down.
The hardest part is that everyone that isn't already 21, has a birthday coming up which means less and less of my friends wanting to go out with someone underage. I have 7 long months left. & I'm missing out on so many experiences bcz of my stupid age. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it I hate it I hate it.