ugh.

I swear its baby making season. Everyone is preggers. Or getting married. Or falling in love.

While I sit at home blocking out the world. I'm not sure if its the pain of my past or the fear of my future that's holding me back- but there's certainly a feeling of being tied down.
The hardest part is that everyone that isn't already 21, has a birthday coming up which means less and less of my friends wanting to go out with someone underage. I have 7 long months left. & I'm missing out on so many experiences bcz of my stupid age. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it I hate it I hate it.

Camilla Belle

how does this chick do it? she's dating joe jonas & allegedly rob pattinson had a thing for her?
i'm such a lameass like 15 year old status, but seriously, they're both ridiculously attractive boys.

Don't be shy.

On many not so special days, I wake up & everything seems to fall in place.

Most days, I just don't get it.

I don't want to go back to the place where life made sense, because then I'll just end up right back here. Though I long for the times when love flowed freely & without complication- I need to realize that pushing forward has been my biggest challenge to date, therefore I need to do just that- keep moving on. & if I'm smart, never look back.

To put it simply, I need desperately to quit being a quitter.

Though I may have the control to stand still, the world continues to spin; I don't want to be left behind any longer. No sir I don't, not one bit.